Thursday, May 31, 2007
heya
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Reply: Cults vs. Religion
Religion:
1. the belief in and worship of a superhuman controlling power, especially a personal God or gods.
2. a particular system of faith and worship.
3. a pursuit or interest followed with devotion.
Cult:
1. a system of religious worship directed towards a particular figure or object.
2. a small religious group regarded as strange or as imposing excessive control over members.
3. something popular or fashionable among a particular section of society.
Many people consider cults very similar to religions because of things like definitions 1 and 2 from the word "cult". I think the key is to know that the word "religion" can take a couple different forms...for example, watching our favourite TV show religiously is very different from being a religious (faithful or righteous) person. Hopefully this sheds some light on the topic for you.
Cults vs. religion
Good and Bad
so my little miracle this week... on sunday night i had a nightmare. woke up at 3:15am scared out of my mind. when i get nightmares, which i don't get very often, i get them bad. so i woke up and was like how in the world am i going to go back to sleep? i know that if i go back to sleep the nightmare will just pick up from where it left off. so then i was like oh duh, pray! so i started praying really hard, just for God to take away the pictures in my mind and to calm me down, and just to be my comfort that night. and wow is all i can say...i immediately felt more comfortable, and i laid back down and fell asleep praying! no more nightmares! yay! praise God!
and the other thing was that well i had to perform a monologue for drama class yesterday. and i was really really nervous...if you guys don't know, i get really bad nerves before getting up in front of a crowd of people. i love being up there, but my nerves are really bad. so i was praying the whole time before i went up. and i was just waiting to go on stage, and i was shaking because i was super super nervous. so i was praying super hard and i was like God just take away the nerves and help me remember my lines and let this be ok. so i stepped onto the stage...and immediately i was calm. i started talking and i didn't mess up once. my monologue went better than i had imagined. i was totally in character and i moved around the stage and my voice was loud enough and it rose and fell with my words and emotions. afterwards, everyone was congratulating me on how well i did...but i was giving the glory to God because he had made me less nervous and just allowed me to have that awesome experience!
but my week hasn't been all good...it's been hard, too. especially yesterday. when i came home from school, my mom was kinda in a bad mood. she was just really nit-picky about the things i had to do and wouldn't get off my case about some stuff. and it's not like i was being bad or anything...i was doing what she asked and i wasn't stomping up the stairs or anything. but it just really bothered me because i wasn't doing anything wrong...at least not that i could see. and still she was just on my back.
the other thing i can't tell you guys about right here or right now, but if you guys could just pray for me on this unmentioned issue that would be awesome because i feel very alone and confused on this issue and i just don't know what to do.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Change Me
<----Hey you guys do you remember this?
I thought it was cool and also I think this song describes kinda how I feel after Mexico.
Change Me-Sanctus Real
Did I change your mind with What I said last night? Did I break your heart by Straying so far?From what you have in mind For my life?Would you change me from Who I've been lately?'Cause I know I'm nothing Without you Did my words betray the Patience I once claimed Can't you see it in my face?I need your grace Would you change me from Who I've been laterly?'Cause I know I'm nothing Without you Would you save me from The way I've been lately?'Cause I can't see living Without you Would you change me from Who I've been lately?'Cause I know I'm nothing without you Would you break me from The way I've been lately?'Cause I can't see living Without you
Another little miracle
I saw the Lord always before me.
Because He is at my right hand,
I will not be shaken.
Therefore my heart is glad and my tongue rejoices;
my body will also live in hope,
because you will not abandon me to the grave,
nor will you let your Holy One see decay.
You have made known to me the paths of life;
you will fill me with joy in your presence.
Acts 2:25-28