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wow praise god for tonight!! i lover you girlies!!

What to do.....

Hey everyone, i've got a bit of a problem and i need some advice from my girls. We all know what it's like to have a crush on someone, some of us may even know what it's like to be 'in love'. But what do u do when ur so hung up on someone it consumes you. I'm not consumed by it yet but i feel it's heading in that direction. I guess my big question here is , what do u do when u like someone but you don't feel worthy? Is it worth waiting around to find out if they are 'for you' if it means waiting to date anyone. I don't want to date anyone if i can't date him but what if someone else great comes along but i miss something cause i'm consumed with him even though there may be no chance of anything happening. I don't think it's fair for anyone if the person they are dating still likes someone else too. But i can't get over these feelings no matter how hard i try. Will i ever get over it? What do i do till then? Will i be single forever because i can't get over one guy? I'm sorry guys i don't usually talk about stuff like this cause at this point in my life there are more important things i'm concentrating on but this is hard. Any advice? it would be greatly appreciated. I love you all and can't wait to see you.

hello my girlies

hey guys... girls i guess:P anyhoo i kno this is kinda random but i was just wondering if you could pray for me. there is some stuff that im just trying to figure out, im very confused right now and not liking it. so yeah, that would be fantastic if you could... actually i think that it would be good if we all prayed for the team, seeing as school and crap is starting up again ... love you all, really hope i can see you all soon:) byes♥

jr. high youth

seriously! i love jr high youth! soo much fun. the girls there are so accepting and full of energy. its fun to be totally silly with them. not to mention i'm teaching them early on to pick on mike. in a couple years.. poor mike. i went on a canoe trip with them all. you should have seen the sunset over the creek- it was amazing- i was like God, you are the bestest artist in the whole world. i had trent and mike in my canoe which made it even more fun. i don't even really feel like big, serious sponsor which is okay. its so much fun to fool around with a bunch of giggly girls. you have to meet them guys- i love them. they're awesome!!! espicially my new buddy- emily (josh neudorf's sister) (i have blackmail on josh now- hee hee) okay, littl ebit on a high after such a fun night
but now to serious stuff.
we're going back to high school tomorrow (in case you didn't know-pfft) we have to keep on making time to blog to keep each other accountable. i think we should have a girls only get together and just talk about summer, where we went, what we learnt, who we met, etc. and more importantly, how God's changing us, making us fall in love with him, and any prayer requests. is everybody here this week during the evenings? please give me a quick list of when everybody is available.

demons vs. God- guess who wins?

you know whats funny. its amazing how many different ways God can speak to you it you seek it. okay, so this morning, i was freaking out because i was hearing sounds from jeffs room and really suddenly i was just attacked with this fear that theres was a demon in there and i was sooo scared and i didn't know what to do. so i prayed and i got a little bit better, enough to go close enough to the door to close it. i was still freaking out and i couldn't concentrate enough to read my bible so i went into the living room and turned on the tv. at first i was really mad because i was sure this was the demons plan- that i wouldn't be able to concentrate so i'd be wasting my time instead of doing something and learning something important from God. (i've been reading screwtape letters- soooo good!) But then i remembered that i had a christian channel on tv so i switched to it. it had a infomertial (i don't care about my spelling anymore) on it and i was really disappointed, so i kept on flipping and then i came across this one channel that had a christian program on it and iwas watching it. guess what it was talking about?they were talking about fear and how we shouldn't be afraid because God is always beside us and he's more powerful than anything else. I just kinda sat there smiling. and then i stuck my tongue out at jeff's door as i walked past because guess what, i got God on my side and that demon has NO power compared to my God. and he's always with me

MY GIRLIES!!

Hey girls!! k we REALLY REALLY HAVE TO HANG OUT!! i want to chill with my girls and hear about all the new and exciteing things in your lives! and i want to pray with you girls like in mexico.... awww little Danny!! ( and Victoria...Steph D!!!) but yeah that's pritty much all i gots to say!! I HEART YOU GIRLS
All My LOVE!! xoxoxoxoxox
xoxxxoxoxoxo(x1 000 000)
xox Samixoxoxox

ahhhhhh!!! butterflies in my tummy.

okay still freaking out but yeah.
I got asked out over MSN tonight and I'm not sure what to say about this and I just ask that you guys would pray for me so that I would have wisdom about the situation. there are so many what if's if you know what I mean. and he's not christian so I can;t date him. But I think I like him. please just pray for me...